So its the end of day two for me....been finding that the hunger pains have come....but that will stay for the next few days and then they should go away......was going to go to the gym today but I just felt like it would be a bad idea so decided against it.
I find it kinda funny the things I have noticed, friends of mine that normally always talk about the gym and being healthy etc, are the same ones trying to convince me to eat *not just food, but CRAP!*
oh well.....we will see in a few days once I weigh myself (trying to only do it every 4-5 days)
I really hope that when I do its a MUCH lower number!
Side note: I also still have huge feelings of low self worth, self hate...etc....and have a meeting with my psychologist tomorow....so that should be interesting.....not that I will divulge anything on this subject.
Dont know if I stated before, I have borderline personality dissorder, major depressive dissorder, and anxiety.....ya im a real friggen catch.
Anyways.....day two down.....38 to go....lol.
Love you all. xxoo.
hey!
ReplyDeletei'm looking for someone to support me during this journey with pro ana things. keep going and if you want to talk email me. that would be fun to change tips from each other! jbolduc98@hotmail.fr
you can do this go go go go