Today has been a fairly sh*t day....overslept, let down a friend whose boyfriend was supposed to get a ride from me to get his g1....even though he is 22....
Also i had a let down last night when after I posted I decided to check in on my weight loss and I still have only lost 2 lbs.....gross.
So today, as much as I am aware that it is not the best, I have decided is a fasting day. I need to have a fasting day, increase my weight-loss as well as kind of disciplining myself for my mistakes. I have issues with personal harm....I figure it is much better to spend a day on water than to burn myself with a cigarette or cut myself....2 months SI free :)
I really hope that from this blog I find some sort of support....a buddy or something, so far my blog has only had two hits.....not that I was expecting anyone to actually find me interesting or want to read my thoughts but I had my hopes.
Oh well, another day another struggle.......
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